I'm the biggest wimp ever.
I see photos and blogs everywhere about wars, bullying, racism, people getting bashed because they are gay and animal cruelty.
Sometimes, I just close my eyes and scroll down, trying to ignore it and block it out of my mind.
But I can't. It's built inside me. It'll always come up, no matter how hard I try to push it away. I wish I could cry and at least feel shock and grief, but I don't want to. I refuse to. I just wish everything to be happy and peaceful. I'm too scared to face reality.