Scared. Again.
Aw mannnn, I think I'm scared of the dark......
AGAIN :(
When I was little, 4 or 5, I was terrified of the dark. After much convincing, my mum and dad would put me to bed, and then I would run to my grandma's room, turning on all the lights as I ran, I would start crying, and beg her if I could sleep with her, and tell her not to tell mum and dad.
And then Tim came along, and then we shared a room, until I was abouuuut, say 12? It was fun, sharing a bunk bed, staying up all night talking and making him turn off the light every night.
And then he moved out. ACROSS THE HALLWAY :(
So for 3 years, I have had a lamp in my room. I leave it on when I turn my big light off, and then when I'm in my bed, and too sleepy to feel scared, I turn my lamp off.
But last night, my lamp wasn't working.
So what they hell did I do? I TURNED OFF THE LIGHT, RAN TO MY BED, AND ENDED UP RUNNING INTO THE WALL.
FORSHIZZZ IT WAS ABSOLUTELY TERRIFYING.
I hate the dark. Stupid dark. I hate being alone in the dark. SCARY SCARY SCARY.
Does anyone have any tips how I can overcome this fear?